A Tiny Bit Disoriented…
Ok so I’m a tiny bit disoriented this morning. My sleep has been off for days. I’ve been seriously emotional over the house. Yesterday I had a minor meltdown on my morning chat with Mommy. I cancelled my appointments to just get myself together.
Still managing to get lots done w/ work. Still recording ideas. Still writing and making things. For the first time (I think) I feel like I know I can count on myself to show up for myself even when I feel like utter shit. I know this shit too shall pass. Just a lot of conflicting and unfamiliar feelings to deal with…no biggie 😀
But I still feel her everywhere. In my thoughts and swirling through my environment…. I think she’s haunting me.
